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evrything under the earth

2009-04-28T13:05:00.003+08:00

so long so long nvr blog alr..lazy genes getting on me.must start blogging more.at least once or twice a week.

start with my birthday.dar bought me shoe bag,tennis grip which is what i forced her to buy for me.no point asking her to buy me expensive stuff when i dun need them.so i chosse what i need.

at night,she brought me to this cafe called my secret garden.the place is so romantic to me,i love it.but dar thought it to be more hi class intially,she must be disappointed and kept saying sry to me as she think it is quite average.But i really love it dar,love the atmosphere and ambience.dun worry,i dun have high expecattions..She also gave me a surprise by asking the waitress to light a candle on the ice cream cake.wish fulfilled!!i only want one thing for my birtday.that is:my loved one or loved ones sang a birthday song to me on my birthday and i get to blow a candle..

She also gave me a voucher.hahah the voucher is created by herself.It has like accompanying me for mahjong session,foot massage,body massage,etc..hahaah dun have get out of jail free card though...simple but its really sweet.

dar is a heroine..she is not supposed to take videos somewhere but her itchy hand just took it,bet she misses PL guzheng too much..In the end,that clip is the one that save the school to retain three time consecutive gold with honest.some fuckers tried to bring the school down by claiming that they overshot the timing...so...life is full of evils,but the good prevails...just nice dar got video and she quickly present the clip to the teacher.Dar is my heroine...

Next,manchester united season is getting more exciting day by day..losing 2-0 and get back to win 5-2.tts crazy...its even difficult to do it in tennis not say soccer.
too bad i missed that match cos i alr went to slp at half time,having to accept that this yr premier league champions is liverpool..hhahaah

gonna go thailand soon..haha need a vacation,gg to shop like crazy like a girl...

i love to play tennis more and more again...hahah its a good workout plus addictive..anyone pls ask me out for a game?

going on diet regime recently..hopefully can go below 70 kg when gg thailand.if it succeed,its a loss of 4kg in 1 month.I know i can...

my brother is coming back!!!no more private time with charis hahaha.must bribr him with movie tickets.lolss!!!

2009-03-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

17 march 2009

My 25th month with dar...

Time for reflections of our relationship..

I have never been so happy in my life before i met her..She brings sunlight into my life.Sorry i dun express good english..When i am sad,she is always there..the word always....She may not have realised how important she is in my life.She probably thinks she is not necessary in my life.But without her my life is empty..

Not trying to be mushy..

But i do need let ppl know how nice a girl she is..

She is a sweetie and simple girl..The girl that i looking for.She is easy to please.Hence i will do every little thing to touch her..When other people bully me,she cares for me.Seh stands up for me.Thats love..

True,she do have her stubborn side of her that i sometimes cant stand.Well,everyone is stubborn in a way or another.So what right i have to criticise her?She likes to shop,well,i guess that is most girls hobby right?at least she know how to control.I should be glad for tt.shouldnt i?

i likes to play mahjong and watch soccer and play games..She may be unpleased,but she nvr stops me in the end.Y should i then stop her doing something she like?

Appreciating ur love ones is important,i appreciate and love her.hopefully,everyone starts treasuring their love ones and dont regret only when you lose them..

lastly,happy 25th month dar!!love you forever!

2009-03-02T14:58:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i ever blog...Till i just forget my password..

Maybe dread of typing...done that everyday in my ops room..

k work aside,everything has been going on well..addicted to facebook and watching man u play soccer...

took mc ytd,was feeling cold,left side of nose keep flooding...hai still 8 mths to ORD..have been training hard in physical to make myself prepare for ippt if it comes soon..

have been thinking and making of plans for the future..i decide not to get a car till i have kids...want to save that money for house,furnitures,honeymoon,wedding etc...decide to settle for a 4 room flat..rather live in small house but got more money to spend rather than work myself to death just to live in a big house..

dar agreed and is happy that i think tt way..at least i sacrificed car for happiness..

i also applied for scholarship and teaching scholarship..hope can get them and ease my parents burden..better prepare a list why i want to be a teacher?anyone who read got ideas just tag pls..dun wanna give standard answer like passion to teach la,love kids la,childhood ambition etc..something new thks pls give some feedback..

2009-02-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today,dar fell down and injured her knee..

I felt so useless now...I cant seems to help her feel better emotionally..

All i can do now is just to make sure i take care of her and let her feel loved by me..i will stand by her side and take good care of her.

i will pray everything is well for her

2009-01-16T17:13:00.002+08:00

5,4,3,2,1

When is new year gonna come?
i cant wait...

this weekend i gonna be free!!!

fetch dar from sch 2day..but cant rush on time as i dabian for so long...full of shit recently...eating disorderly perhaps tts y...

i am gg broke this year ahhhh!!!!!hope i can get my second tuition student soon...

Was looking at car advertisement ytd,free coe they write..wow,how attractive,but my fren say support a car is difficult...ya true just like having a gf...!!!!!
hahhahah

well,2nd yr anniversary gonna reach soon>...thinking of smth sweet for her..but my pocket quite empty...gonna do some research..

In love,u want see ur partner always smiling,i hope i can do that everyday!!!

is love as simple as it seems???

well,i think so!!!!:)

2009-01-14T18:30:00.002+08:00

Look at my blog!!!The cartoon guy on the top is me!!!!the girl is charis!!!i hugging her!!!!so tightly we cuddle tgt....hahahahha lols so random...

2009-01-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

My happiest period during a year will be Chinese New Year

Hongbao
Pineapple tarts
mahjong
blackjack
get to see my relatives and play tgt!!!!

Went Chinese New year shopping last week with my parents and dar..i hope this will be an everyyear routine..DAr boring also must tag along ah!!anyway i supposed last week is like her first exp..Next time set up home also must make this a routine for our kids to follow...Old tradition hhaha

I am 20 yrs old le.So fast,chinese 21 years old...Means can have sex alr???hahahahah,dun whack me dar!!!

My dad will be 62!!!mum 57 in chinese yrs old!!!wow,i think i got less than 20 yrs with them....

Lol why my post like from so happy to so sad!!

k back to sex...

lols haha,no la Man U!!!!

They whack Chelsea 3-0...cool!!

I want to watch more tennis open this year,missed it last year...must watch more than valerie hahah

Another happy thing..start to drive my dad car alr and it is like so often...when u drive,u dun like to take public transport anymore..serious....bet dar will feel tt also..

our 2nd year coming,what to get for her???

A proposal ring????for being so understanding when i go chalet and leave her alone watching me playing mj with frens???i am so badd,need to repent...

i did explain it is working politics,need to interact more to make my next yr easier life for me...its really not an excuse for me playing mj,i really want enjoy other activities..well,if u think back,must we always make ppl happy?i dun think so,i nvr seems to make everyone happy ard me...

So a reflection new year resolution to be done...Be good to your loved ones first...That includes my brother,parents,cousins,aunt,and dar!Before being good to others..

I rmb being good to frens during jc period and getting backstabbed..How sad!!!

hei happy post to sad post again!!!

My brother went HK and bought a card shuffler,wonder if it really will be put to good use this new year!!tHIS YEAR WILL BE CALLING MORE FRENS TO MY HS TO GET OUR FAMILY FESTIVE MOOD!hui jeen,ben and cliques//val,tq,tanny and cliques etc...

2008-12-26T06:57:00.003+08:00

Got to work soon..

I have make a wish this christmas!

I wish dar to be happy eevrday the next year round...may all her wite nightmares leave her faraway,all her school results is to her satisfactory and she is pink in health all year round. Just may all the good things be with her:)

2008-12-23T01:37:00.002+08:00

Man united is the world club champ!!!Singapore sadly not the asean champ...but well they do fight hard!!

i was upset with an article last week in newspaper last week stating that man u manager ferguson says he wants to promote world club championship and he treats the tournament seriously is a joke..it is cos man u are playing against weak teams and they can easily proclaimed themself as world champ..

premier league now,i really pity man city..the rich businessman bought man city,and look where they are hanging in the premiership now?i cant imagine they relegated..

my most impt msg for this post..

i love dar!you are the greatest gf on earth...
you are my everything...

2008-12-14T13:18:00.003+08:00

I finally passed my driving test!!!dar was so happy!!!she is my lucky charm..that day was so stress...i so scared of failing....i dun want disappoint her anymore..

In the end,i didnt:)

Until now,I drove her back to Hougang,drove her to Jurong,drove her from her hs to my hs..thats the only exp in my dad car.He is so fussy,so strict and fierce!!!!really cant take it man!!!

well,on to next topic.DAR lost my couple ring!!haix,,,waS angry for her fOR a moment.now ok le la...

ytd went dar hs helped her paint.Its tiring man,sweat a lot...hehe,want make dar envt condusive,so its worth it.now i having six days off so just chill man!!!fri,sat,sun,mon.tue,wed.well,anw i gtg back for duty on christmas.so sucky!!

hope is those patrol around orchard one,not those sit in ops room and monitor so much incident...suay to be in tanglin police station..got the busiest town to look after..

today,mj daY!!!tq may come later..got to win her money!!!

as for now,go disturb dar....she playing with her kids now,exclaimed my dad..meaning those hamsters..

hahahaha she is such a sweetie

2008-12-05T21:21:00.003+08:00

Dar went to meet shank for some business plans few days ago...dun know why i act feel jealous..not scared that she will leave me but just feel so uneasy.

seeing the love story of the mumbai singaporean makes me und a lot about love..they may leave you anytime..even if u treasured...at least i guess the wont regret as much as they did tell each other they love one another before they leave one another.i dun want be regretting even more by not treasuring my dar now..

today,my dar make me cookies!!i am so touch that i teared.i feel i take her for granted..sleeping so much,refusing to pei her go shopping,sometimes ignoring her nags and get angry with her...my dar is still as sweeettt!!!

afternoon went out with dar and her sisters to eat at tims cafe..enjoyed ourself..at night went with her family including her parents to community centre cafe and have dinner..though me and her family are not rich,we do at least treasure kinship..her parents treat me like son and i really appreciate that..

two days ago i having night shift and i got my first complaint from members of public..he called to complain about noises make from indian..five min later,he called again and ask if why no police is there.i explained to him they are infd and proceeding,he is very angry,i told him "sir,i und ur call is important and urgent thats y u called twice to infd us,i will go tell my man that u called second time and ask them to proceed faster."he doesnt want to put down the phone,say i nvr get the right address and ask why i so hurry want to put down his call.he say u are public servant,u supposed to serve us,we are members of public..i explained to him there are already two pending calls and i need put down ur call so as to infd my man to reach there earlier..he became angry and want to speak to my in charge etc..

he even complaint the policeman at scene,saying why he take so long etc..tt kinda cocky attitude..he infd my incharge he gg to lodge a complaint at police station on me and the policeman at scene,he wants to write to mha also..haha..my mam und abt this and nvr scolded me.she und this job really is very demanding..

i pity public servants..paramedic,policeman,firefighters and even MPs..they got to attend to sometimes unreasonable public..

well,only when u are in this job scope then u will und why "singaporeans" are so sometimes unreasonable..

we are supposed to be educated to be understanding and not educated to find troubles on others.actually,i am not angry at the guy,i just pity him for not knowing how to be a nice person and thinking for others around him..well,HONESTLY,CONTRADICTINGLY,I DO REALLY FEEL LIKE PUNCHING HIM!!!!!

2008-11-27T00:41:00.001+08:00

MY MUM IS IN THAILAND..I AM WORRIED SICK ABOUT HER,DAR JUST KEPT CONSOLING ME SHE WILL RETURN..I DUN DARE TELL MY DAD ABOUT THE RIOTING INTHAILAND..

ANYWAY THEY COMING BACK FROM PHUKET TML..WILL BE FETCHING MUM!

2008-11-25T13:35:00.004+08:00

I WENT TO PLAY MAHJONG WITH BENJAMIN,ERIC AND HUI JEEN THAT DAY..SO NICE TO BE WITH MY CLIQUE AGAIN!!REMEMBER WE ALWAYS SIT TGT IN CT CLASS,ONLY CLASS WHERE WE CAN BE IN SAME CLASSROOM..ALWAYS REMEMBER THE DAYS...

SOMETHING IS DIFF THOUGH..I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG!!!

I SAW SOMETHING THAT ACTUALLY LEFT ME A DEEP THOUGHT..SAILI,BENJAMIN GF,WENT OVERSEAS FOR STUDY..THREE YEARS..I CANT IMAGINE THAT HAPPENS TO ME..BENJAMIN TOLD ME HE WILL SAVE HARD WORK MORE PART TIME JOB TO EARN MONEY SO HE CAN SAVE UP AND GO ENGLAND TO VISIT HER..I WILL TOO IF Dar WENT OVERSEAS..

NOTHING BEATS SEEING YOUR LOVE ONESS.

SHE LEFT SOMETHING BEHIND FOR BENJAMIN..TWO DOGS..BENJAMIN WENT TO HER HOUSE TO FEED THE DOGS AND WASH THEM UP CLEARING UP THEIR SHIT...ITS REALLY TOUCHING..IMAGINE HOW HE FEEL WHEN HE SAW THE SAME HOUSE SAME DOGS,MEMORIES BUT NO SAILI..THE LOVE THAT SHE LEFT BEHIND FOR HIM..

STUDY ROOM WITH MEMORIES,NO ONE THERE.IN FRONT OF TELEVISION,THEY LAUGHING TGT,NOW NO LOVE ONE..TRUE LOVE IS PRETTY IN THIS WAY..IT CAN BE PAIN ALSO...

INSECURITY,SCARING THR LOVE ONES SAFETY,SCARING SHE MAY NOT LIKE HIM,SCARING SHE WILL NOT WAIT..

BENJAMIN BE STRONG!

I WENT BACK HOME YTD..MY DAD WATCHING DVD ALONE..MY MUM?OVERSEAS ALR AT PHUKET..MY MUM WENT OVERSEAS WITH MY AUNT.ALL EXPENSES PAID BY MY AUNT!

I SAT AT THE LIVING ROOM WITH MY DAD WATCHING TV WITH HIM FOR A WHILE.HE MUST HAVE BEEN BORED AND MISS MY MUM.HE NVR WOK THESE FEW DAYS COS HE ALSO HAVE NO MOOD.Dad says MY MUM BU SHE DE GO.SHE CALLED BACK FROM THAILAND AT EVENING AND ASK IF DAD HAD EATEN.MY DAD SAYS HE FEEL SO XIN SUAN(HEART SOUR).

WELL,THIS IS THE FIRST TIME MY MUM PARTS WITH MY DAD.JUST LIKE I PART WITH DAR FOR FEW MONTHS DURING NS DAYS..THEY REALISE HOW IMPRTANT THE OTHERS IS TO THEM..DAR I TREASURE YOU,BUT U DUN LEAVE ME K!

I MISSED MY MUM.SHE IS SO NICE TO ME,YET I ALWAYS IGNORE HER NAGS,NVR SPEND TIME WITH HER..

MY MUM LEFT MY DAD FOR ME THESE FEW DAYS...I WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM FOR YOU!!JUST BOUGHT HIM LUNCH AFTER I SEND DAR TO SCH..HE IS TOUCHED..TOLD HIM TML I WILL BUY LUNCH FOR HIM TOO BUT DINNER I GG OUT..HE JUST KEPT SAYING GO AHEAD!!I CAN GO CC SING SONG MYSELF..SPEND MORE TIME WITH SONG EN(CHARIS).

WILL BE FETCHING MY MUM AFTER MY HALF DAY SHIFT ON THURSDAY,DAR GG TOO..MUM MUST BE HAPPY TO SEE US THERE:)

PHONE JUST RANG.MY DAD WENT INTO THE ROOM IGNORING HIS DVD..MY MUM CUSTOMER CALLED..MY DAD HAVE THAT SLIM HOPE THAT IT COULD BE A CALL FROM MY MUM..EVEN THOUGH HE ALR TOLD MUM NOT TO CALL BACK AGAIN AND ENJOY HER TRIP..

DAD BE STRONG!

LOVE IS STRONG!!

2008-11-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

yesterday,tq dar and me went out..

i gave dar a surprise! a red rose which is her favourite..she is so happy upon receiving it..like the feeling of being proposed..talking abt that,ya also to let her know tt sweet love still exists on us.

we shared a mega burger.after that,i shop alone while they go singapore flyer..sad :( ? no la not at all.i am happy cos tq is so nice to give dar that ticket and ask her out for the ride..friendship is so precious..thks tq for giving dAr such a nice exp.

we went eat tim sum, after tt.cold one though..hhahaha anw will go try the tim sum buffet that tq recommend someday.probably asking dar good frens to go too.more worth it!

dar bought me a cup along the way back.its so nice!gonna use that cup...love it so much!

today went dar hs,fourth consecutive night i at dar hs,i slept on the bed like a pig!!so tired recently..drained out..but so happy tt my work effeciency is improving and i can do very well in ops room..now i am the most senior ns men that can work in ops room..hahaha but it comes with more responsibility:(

2008-11-20T06:46:00.002+08:00

dar,before i go for work,just want to let u know i love you so muchh.
so muchh!

muacks X1000
have a nice day!

2008-11-11T00:15:00.005+08:00

i have started on my fitness regime..

get more muscular and less fat..today i went swimming alone.swam 1km..
gonna do it constantly!!tml i doing it again..

i want to be a hot guy so dar will like..

driving test this friday..hopefuly will pass..

i am not gg to bet again..learnt my lsson.save so hard everytime end up lose the money..shd do some soul searching..

dar is so funny with her previous blog stating that she wants to go into courtship again..hahaha..think she just missed me showering her with gifts..anyway she is such a cutie..

she send me off to the dorr before i go swimming..i went down and realised i need water bottle,i came back..guess wad i saw!!!she is munching biscuit at the door still.....she never closed the door la..

i asked why u nvr go back.
she say eating things mah,look at scenery..
hahaha oh my she is innocently cute..

wherre got ppl eat at door step one?i mean if it is me,i will closed the dorr and eat at my room..thats plain cute..

2008-11-09T18:20:00.003+08:00

if i have a kid,i want let him learn how to cycle..

let him learn how to get up when fell down,how to learn to bring yourself up in life.

let him learn to set a target for himself,go the distance he wants to achieve.

let him learn how to grow stronger and adapt.from four wheels,gradually to two.

let him keep himself fit and have precious time with family...

let him cycle in the breeze and learn to relax..

let him cycle fater than other ppl and learn to be competitive..

2008-11-09T18:11:00.003+08:00

now is 1812 hrs..my shift starts at 2000 hrs..to 8am tml..when everyone sleeping,i am doing duty.

my mum cooking my dinner and supper now..gonna change soon.something is amiss..yes,charis..she isnt at my hs for dinner.she isnt seeing me offf for my night shift..

most night shift she will come over eat dinner watch me slp and hug me before i leave..not today..she got project and at sch for whole day...

i realise how much i miss her again..with her ard,i slp so happily,nvr treasure time with her.now without her,playing game is such a bore,slp also cant slp..

she called me just now and tell me she is acting in a film presenattion.she is the female main character.three guys chasing after her,buying her car,help her when she fell down etc...hhahahaha i burst out laughing

lol,hei kenneth!thats three love rivals for u!lol..i cant imagine hahaha..dar is such a shy girl,then end up acting and fake fall down..must be the cutest film ever.i want a copy of that!!

dar is very nervous for her individual presentation..i tried to console her,hopefully she feels better..dar.lastly i miss you man!!

pizza,and u!

2008-11-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

craving pizzas for so long so long.had it today!!!!yeahh tastes so niceeee..cant believe this is less than ten finger time i eat pizza..

after i know dar,i eat a lot of new food.cheese,pizza,pasta,spaghetti,jap food(not really)..hahaha and milo tooo...i am the pickiest man on earth..be it food,clothes,or gf!

tomoroow arsenal vs man u!!gotta watch it..but means neglecting dar for a few hours..so decide to skip a family gathering so can spend more time with her..i miss playing mj real life again..shit its addictive..my cousins gonna come my hs play soon haha their holidays!!!gonna drag dar along hohoho!!!

when i am down,dar is always on my side..always..yes,she nags like an old grandma,worse than my mum.but she feels and und me..i am glad...i am blessed..abilty to drive soon,get a degree,have a caring family,pretty and caring gf,wonderful ambitions...well,look on the bright side:)

next week my driving test..scared,ahhh!!!50% confidence.but well,always try my best:)

2008-11-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Maybe the song in my blog adds to my feelings.

2008-10-31T23:53:00.002+08:00

I feel myself having to love more than just charis alone..I have to love her dad too.Love is not only abt two ppl loving each other so simple,you also need to learn how to love ppl around her..

I tried.Once,twice,thrice?Maybe more than that?I never seems to succeed.

I also have to learn how to love God.No offence to Christians,I guess most ppl will find it tough to change religion and accept other priciples that you can never agree with..I accept other religion existence,but i expect ppl at least respect that there should be mutual co-existence of other God..

It will be silly or stupid to say that i dont love charis more than religion.In fact,i love her.She is the angel from heaven...I can marry her at church if she wants,i can vow to god my love for her,but i cant give up my religion and what i believe.

Not that i and Charis have religion barrier,but her dad is a barrier..

I respect her dad.But he does not respect other ppl,other gods.He just speaks and speaks,not awaring ppl ard him is not interested even her own daughters,he just want to talk and the topic will be back to his beloved god..

Today i expected dar not to eat any proper meal,so i asked her wad she wants after i work.As expected,she eats instant noodles..i went ps to dabao burger king student meal for her..I cannot bear to see my love ones eat magee mee,eat cake,eat cornflakes for a meal..Thats why even if i am damn poor,damn broke,got my own needs,i will still spend $ to make sure dar eats well.Shs is my asset.

As you know,i currently not a student,but i bought student meal in the end..That is to a certain extent cheating..Yes,i agree.But i decide to make my skin thicker(meaning bhb) by doing that,just to save $2.Its a lot of money..At least for me..

Her father knows about it when i honestly told him,he started his lecturing.Imagining me and dar eating alone,he sitting there looking at us and starts his principle theory.I admitted i wasnt right by buying a student meal,but he started nagging for next ten min and goodness me i havent eat dinner yet at that time ard 9 plus.But he just doesnt let me have the appetite,talked about how honest he is,how ppl ran away from cheating income tax...

I kept quiet..She is dar's dad after all.I really give in alot to him alr,listening to him everytime,dun argue with his one sided opinion..He continued and on he goes from principles of cheating to God again.He say one person decide to choose a 11k job instead of 12k job cos it allows that person to spend more time spreading god values,showing us the article.

I wondered why he doesnt use the spare time instead of talking cook something for the family,learn smth new...

He once said :god will blessed the couple that believes in it tgt.. Well, i will proved him wrong..

Dar know i was hurt.For everytime i try to care for her,I end up getting hurt.Dar,i may tell you its stupid of me.But i think its worth it..If you let me choose between hurting myself in the process or letting u eat a nutritious complete meal,i will choose the latter.

I know dar cannot console me as much..If she unhappy with my parents,i will explain to him that my parents are like tt..For me,i dun need tt,i know he is like tt,but i just needd the comfort part from her..

I complaint to my parents..My parents suggested me going her house lesser so her dad will not think i so desperate for her daughter and use the opportunity to tell me so much stories..They think i shd just send her home by ten everday for a period of time and go home after tt.well,that could be the only way out now..

2008-10-30T04:38:00.002+08:00

waking up this point of time is crazy...i slept roughly enough...ytd accopanied dar throughout the whole break..just finished night shift so fell asleep in the table for like 2.5hrs...

dar is so touched i accompanied her..i dun want her to be alone thats all.i will always be there kkk...when she reach my house,which is the earlier blog incident,she bought me the food that i like...hahaha..no excuse saying not knowing wad food i like ah!

i fell asleep around 8 pluss....really was s shagged sending her home...dar knowing that i alr pei her in the afternoon end up gg home herself/i really feel bad really...she got to take her heavy laptop home..dar,i spend more precious time with u tml..

I AM THE KING!

2008-10-29T19:29:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH!!!!I AM THE KING TODAY..WAITING FOR DINNER TO BE SERVED..

I FEEL BAD BULLYING DAR ASKING HER TO DABAO FOOD FOR ME..LOL..HAHA THAT SILLY REALLY GO BUY FOR ME..LOVE HER SO MUCH...ENJOY WHILE I AM THE KING IF NOT NEXT TIME I HAVE TO BE THE ONE SERVING HER LOLSS.SHE SO POOR THING MUST BE SWEATING,TAKING THE HEAVY LAPTOP...

SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT THE LOVE ONES TO DO SMALL SACRIFICES FOR YOU SO THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE ACTUALLY TREASURED..

2008-10-15T22:58:00.001+08:00

Nice song

2008-10-10T19:03:00.002+08:00

I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST!!!

AHH ITS SO SCARY MAN THE ATMOSPHERE..I MOURN few hours at dar house after that....haixxxx...got to wait a month later....

hopefully i can PASS....

THANKS FOR DAR DAR TO COMFORT ME WHEN I FEEL DOWN...I WILL WORK HARDER THE NEXT TIME ROUND..

2008-10-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

supposed to work shift todaybut having mc so dun need to go..i was so sick that i nvr sleep the whole night.head is so heavy so heavy..really bad...till i go take a walk at around 6am..

finally slept well till now..dar came and take care of me yesterday..she is so sweet so caring for me..but i sometimes take it for granted.

got to do some self reflection.

i once read or hear from somewhere that guys like to find wife that are similar to their mother if they are close to their mum..i am close to my mum.does it mean my wife is similar to my mum?

yes!!!!!!!!!!she nags like my mum.or even worse...ppl will have thot that she so quiet wont nag..haha you are wrong...well,my dad was like saying u kn ow how poor thing am i?your mother always nag..well,i replied now i am worse.i got my mum and dar that nags..

my mum say at least u have someone that nags which is good ok!.i agree...i cant live without my mum and dar dar nags..

few days ago,i went to visit charis grandma..she likes me alot..anw,i suddenly saw her took out a biscuit plastic transparent container with notes inside and started to give dar,her sister and me..she gave me 20 bucks.i felt so bad...i refused to take it but she keep insisting that i take..

an old person,poor and thrifty,saves hard earned life savings into a plstic container,has no bank but she never give second thought abt giving it to her precious granddaughters..even outsiders like me..i never felt so bad before..i was motivated..if i have time i will bring dar go visit her more often.and i will give her back the amount 5 times,no if not 10 times more..i wanted to repay her kindness..regardless i earn money or not,i remember her gratitude...i am motivated to work haqrd to repay ppl that are nice to me..

my dad,my mum,my auntie,charis dad(though he keep want to make me a christian),charis mum,charis grandma...

charis parents are very nice to me...they really entrusted their precious daughter to me..they willl buy me dinner if i did not bring charis out for dinner..even my mum say next time u earn money must make sure u give some to her parents and cannot stop her from giving money to her parents..

my driving test is next week..really scared..hope everything is fine...i spend around 1.6k...cant believe i paid all myselff....

2008-09-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

i am going to take driving test soon.10 oct2008.really scared.confidence?only 40%.

well,just got to try my best!cant wait to lay my hands on my dar,oops haaha subconsciously type wrongly.i mean my dad carr..

2008-09-26T23:53:00.003+08:00

today went city hall fetch dar from school.saw so much caucasian..f1 frenzies..around five plus,lightings were lit up,no cars but the scene of track alr makes me excited.

after our dinner at her sch,went to see.though cant see much,the sounds are so freaky!really loud but exciting..no wonder it attracts so many fans..really cool sound.the sound even sounded like fireworks to me..

i love it!seriously i dun mind spending $158 to buy a walkaround ticket.

these few weeks i cant stand one of my colleagues...well,i really got to take it in an optimistic way.there is a reason behind everything..blessing in disguise..all these things are true..i learned what to expect in my future occupation if i meet ppl like tt,i learn more about myself..

all along i regard myself as someone easy to go along,a very nice person..haha but i realise i am not the perfect person i always think myself as.i seem to have problems with ppl that are insensitive,really..i realise not everyone is as nice as to go along..i realise sometimes i am selfish..

i am glad dar gets along fine with me..or else it will be disastrous..

oh haha she keeping the milk bottle and cutting out the application form for lucky draw..she is so sweeet as to keep it in the fridge so it wont spoil and specially reminded her mum not to throw it away even though she finish drinking alr.prize for lucky draw:toyota vios! readers pls dun join haha

msg for dar

2008-09-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

DAR WAS SAYING IF I WILL LIKE HER STILL IF SHE NOT SO CUTE,BECOME MORE FIERCE..

DAR,DAR,I LOVE YOU FOREVER.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CUTE TO ME..

WELL,DAR SCARED SHE BECOME MORE CAREER MINDED I WONT LIKE HER..ACT IS VICE VERSA..I MAY FEEL INSECURE..I AM THE INSECURE TYPE,ACTUALLY I WILL FEEL SHE WONT LIKE ME MORE..

WELL,DAR,I LOVE YOU.I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO.THATS ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US..TRUST EACH OTHER AND WE WILL SURE BE TGT TILL WE DIE..

TAKE CARE YOURSELF TML WHEN I WORK..DUN BE TOO STRESS.U ALWAys got me..

true love is one that can last forever..lets make it last!i love you forever..i gtg le..so much so much to say...

eat proper meal tml!

2008-09-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

SAW A POTENTIAL WIFE TODAY!!!WAS ASKING BRIDAL PRICE..SOUNDS REASONABLE..CANT WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON HER..

ITS GEELY MK!A CAR!!

38K AFTER DISCOUNT
$300 DEPOSIT.PAY 10 YEARS.MONTHLY $388

ANOTHER CAR GEELY CK
$300 DEPOSIT.PAY 10 YEARS.MONTHLY $340

WOW BUT I MAY WANT GET PROTON WHICHIS ARD THIS PRICE.

WELL WHO BEATS THIS WIFE.NO DEPOSIT,TAKE CARE OF HER 50-60 YEARS.MONTHLY:MAKE HER HAPPY,EMBRACE HER WITH CARE AND LOVEY CONCERN..

REWARD:KIDS,SOMEONE TO COOK NICE FOOD FOR ME.

DAR,LOVE YA SO MUCH...YOU ARE THE CUTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD.PPL DUN KNOW BUT I KNOW

SACKED

2008-09-15T22:03:00.005+08:00

I SACKED MYSELF FOR WEEKEND TUITION!LOLS EVERY SUNDAY I WILL GO TEACH TUITION AT MPM FROM 10AM TO 1PM.

MY AUNTIE WAS THE BOSS OF THE CENTRE.

I TENDERED MY RESIGNATION LAST SUNDAY.THE PAY IS AVERAGE ONLY.THE REASON I HOLD ON TO THE JOB IS COS MY AUNTIE NEEDS MANPOWER.THATS WHY I HELPED HER WITHOUT ASKING FOR PAY RISE.SHE TREATS ME VERY WELL AND IS A REALLY NICE PERSON.WILL MISS WORKING UNDER HER.

NOW,NEW MANAGEMENT ALREADY TOOK PLACE,MY AUNTIE SOLD 80% OF SHARES ALR.I HEARD THE NEW MANAGEMENT SUCKS.THE NEW ADMIN IS DIRECT,CALCULATIVE AND PUT ON A SMELLY FACE.HEARD SHE WAS SO ANGRY THAT THE KIDS WANTS TO GO TOILET AND ASKED THEM TO PEE AT GRASSPATCH INSTEAD OF BRINGING THEM TO NEAREST TOILET NEARBY..THE PARENTS COMPLAIN TO MY AUNT ABOUT HER AS SHE IS HURTING THE PRIDE OF A CHILD.

I ALREADY PLANNED TO LEAVE,NOW SINCE MY AUNT IS NOT GOING TO BE IN CHARGE ANYMORE,I DUN SEE WHY I STIL NEED TO STAY..

YOU MUST HAVE THOUGHT THAT I HAD UNPLEASANT EXP THERE.NOPE!!I LOVE MY JOB..I TEACH KINDERGARDEN TO LOWER PRIMARY KIDS..I LEARNED SO MUCH.MY PRIVATE STUDENT ALL SEC SCH ONES,HAVING EXPOSURE TO KINDERGARDEN IS VERY DIFF EXP.IT MAKES YOU WANT TO LET THEM FEEL INTERESTED IN LEARNING.I FEEL I AM IMPT IN THEIR LIFE,I WANTED TO CHANGE THEIR ATTITUDE.FEELING SMARTER SINCE YOUNG IS DEFINITELY A HEADSTART FOR A KID.ITS CHALLENGING

THE KIDS LOVE ME..IN FACT THE PARENTS WANTED ME TO TEACH INSTEAD OF THE OTHER TEACHER.NOT REALLY COS I AM BETTER I GUESS,BUT MORE PATIENT.I CONTROLLED MY TEMPER BETTER.EVER THOT HOW TO ACTUALLY TEACH A KID WHO KNOWS NTH HOW TO COUNT 7+4? HOW TO GET THEM TO UND THE APPLICATION?WELL ITS DIFFICULT TO START TEACHING SOMEONE WHO HAD NO IDEA OF WHAT IS MATHS.

I RMBED A FEW STUDENT.MICHELLE,JERMAINE,BRYANT,CHRISTOPHER AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY FAVOURITE IVORY..THEY ARE ALL NICE STUDENTS.HOPE THEM WELL IN THEIR FUTURE ENDEAVOUR!MAYBE THEY WILL RMB ME AS A MPM TEACHER,ITS NICE TO LEAVE AN IMPACT ON A KID.IVORY IS SO NICE SO NICE.SHE WILL TELL ME WHERE SHE GO WHAT SHE LEARN.SHE CALLS ME UNCLE EVERYTIME!!DO I LOOK SO OLD TO A YOUNG KID?SHE IS ONLY 6.I CALLED HER AUNTIE BACK ANYWAY..

OH AND THKS FOR TEACHER DIANA.SHE HELPS ME A LOT.ITS A WORKING FRIENDLY ENVIRONMENT BUT GUESS SOON ITS GOING TO CHANGE..BYE BUANGKOK MPM!THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES..

SPORTS COMMENTS

2008-09-15T21:39:00.006+08:00

WAS REALLY BUSY THESE FEW WEEKS.NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG..

START WITH RAFAEL NADAL.GOOD TRY FOR HIM ENTERING THE SEMI FINAL OF US OPEN.I RMB READING AN ARTICLE PRAISING NADAL SPORTSMANSHIP.HE WAS THE ONLY FEW WHO STAYED THROUGH TILL THE END OF OLYMPICS AND SUPPORT THE REMAINING ATHLETES.THAT IS SPORTSMANSHIP.SPORTSMANSHIP BEFORE HIMSELF.AFTER A DAY,HE WENT TO US OPEN FOR TOURNAMENT.POOR THING...

MAN U LOST TO LIVERPOOL A FEW DAYS AGO!ITS OK,MAN U ALWAYS HAS A HUMBLE START..I LIKE BERBATOV!HE RESEMBLES MY IDOL VAN NISTELROOY.AS A MAN U FAN,I START TO WORRY ABOUT MAN U.MANU RIVALS ARE NO LONGER LIVERPOOL AND ARSENAL(WELL LIVERPOOL HAS NOT REALLY BEEN MAN U BIGGEST RIVAL PERHAPS THEY ARE JUST NOT THERE TO CHALLENGE MAN U,DUN UND WHY LIVERPOOL FANS SO ANTI MANU),IT HAS ADDED TWO CONTENDERS TO THE LIST.CHELSEA AND MAN CITY.BOTH ARE SO RICH SO RICH.

CHELSEA OWNER MAKES CLUBS LIKE ARSENAL,MAN U AND LIVERPOOL OWNERS LOOK LIKE POOR MIDDLE CLASS LAST YEAR.NOW MAN CITY MAKES CHELSEA LOOKS THE SAME.WHAT DOES THIS MEAN NOW?MAN U,LIVERPOOL AND ARSENAL DOWNGRADED TO LOWER MIDDLE CLASS?NO!!!FOR ONCE,LIVERPOOL ARSENAL PLEASE STAY STRONG TGT.

MANU GREATEST RIVAL MAN CITY IS NO LONGER THE CLUB LOOK AS WAY TOO FAR BEHIND MAN U.THEY ARE NOW SERIOUS CONTENDERS.IN YEARS TO COME,I AFRAID MAN U WILL NOT BE AS POPULAR AS MAN CITY ANYMORE.THEY MAY LOSE FANS..MAN U WILL BE WITHOUT FERGUSON SOON,VAN DER SAR SCHOLES GIGGS RONALDO ALL MAY BE LEAVING IN A FEW YEARS TIME..EVERY RISE WILL SOON MEET A FALL ONE DAY..MAN U,CREATE HISTORY WHILE U CAN..

F1 RACE!!ADMIT IT,ITS GOING TO BE REAL EXCITING..FIRST NIGHT RACE IN THE WORLD.LOCATION?SINGAPORE!!WOW ITS A TITLE I BET ALL DRIVERS WANTS TO WIN,NOT ONLY FOR THIS YEAR CHAMPIONSHIP BUT ALSO THE GLORY.IF I AM A DRIVER IN F1 I WILL WANT TO WIN THIS RACE COS THIS IS THE FIRST TIME A NIGHT RACE IS HELD AND FURTHERMORE ITS LIKE A NEW CIRCUIT SO BEING THE FIRST MEANT THAT YOUR SKILL IS THERE.

I DUN LIKE HAMILTON..WELL,NVM ABOUT WHATEVER NEGATIVE REPORTS ARE THERE,I JUST DUN LIKE F1 DRIVERS WITH SO MUCH ATENTION.KIMI RAIKONNEN,SCHHUMACHER ARE ALL QUIET IN NATURE,AT LEAST THEY GET ATTENTION BASED ON RESULTS.WELL, I MAY BE BIASED.

2008-08-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

TO DAR:

我，吴坤煌，选择你黄颂恩，做我的妻子。从今天开始，不管是好，是坏，是贫，是富，生病中或健康时都相爱相依，直到死亡前我们分开为止。

FROM ME:)

2008-08-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

WAS BUSY RECENTLY SO NO TIME TO BLOG..YTD WAS OUR 1.5 YEAR...DAR TOLERATED ME FOR 18 MTHS!!FIRST TIME I FALL IN LOVE,I MUST BE NOOB AND NONSENSICAL..THE SILLY HER?JUST KEPT SAYING I SO CUTE AND SWEET.

I CANT BELIEVE I CAN GET JEALOUS EASILY MAN!NOT THAT I DUN TRUST HER,JUST THAT I WORRIED ABOUT HER..THE WEIRD FEELING CREEPS ONTO ME SEEING HER SITTING BESIDE A GUY IN ONE OF HER PHOTOS.HAHA,LOLSS I TOLD HER HONESTLY..SHE JUST KEPT LAUGHING AT MY CUTENESS AND SILLINESS.SHIT!I REALLY CANT BE LIKE THAT LE..

WHO SAYS MATURE COUPLE GOT NTH TO LOOK FORWARD TO?I GAVE HER A SURPRISE BY GIVING HER A CUTE BEAR AND FAKE FLOWER HAHA..FLOWER ATTACHED TO A CARD AND SOME CHAIN...

SHE COOK FOR ME DINNER BEFORE I WENT TO WORK NIGHT SHIFT..FEEL SO SWEET,FEEL LIKE LAO GONG LAO PO HAHA..I AM BLISSED.TO GET TO SEE HER EVERYDAY,TO BE THE ONLY GUY TO KISS HER EVRYDAY,TO SEE HER WEARING SPECS,TO SEE HER DO ALL THE CUTE ACTIONS HAHA..

相爱容易相处难。。I AM SO HAPPY THAT WE CAN GET ALONG WELL TGT.THE GENTING TRIP WAS A GOOD TEST IF WE CAN STAY TGT NEXT TIME..AND NOT ONLY WE CAN,WE ENJOYED TOO..WE WANT TO SLP BESIDE ONE ANOTHER SO MUCH..

MY MUM WON 1250 DOLLAR.SHE TREATING DAR FAMILY LATER TO ZU CHAO(THOSE ORDER DISH,COFFESHOPS ONE)..

DAR,JUST WANT TO LET U KNOW I REALLY WANT TO MARRY YOU..
THANKS FOR THIS 1.5 YEAR.I LOVE YOU

2008-08-18T13:53:00.003+08:00

CONGRATS TEAM TABLE TENNIS SINGAPORE!I AS A RACKET PLAYER KNOWS HOW IT IS TO GO THROUGH THAT KIND OF MATCH..WELL DONE SINGAPORE!SEEING SO MANY SHOTS RALLY REALLY AWED ME ESPECIALLY IN SEMI FINAL..ONCE AGAIN,THANKS!

OLYMPICS ARE SO INTERESTING..USA BASKETBALL IS SO NICE TO WATCH..ITS LIKE FULL OF STYLE.WELL,ALL THEIR PLAYERS ARE NBA BORN,WHAT CAN I SAY..TENNIS FOR ME OF COURSE IS INTERESTING..FEDERER WAS KNOCKED OUT IN QUARTERS,WELL FOR ME I AM VERY OK WITH IT.I AM A NADAL FAN REMEMBER..HOWEVER I PITIED HIS INABILITY TO WIN SINGLES IN OLYMPICS..LUCKY,HE GOT GOLD MEDAL FOR DOUBLES ANYWAY..IF NOT,I WILL BE SAD IF I AM A SWISS.

WITH HIS SKILL,HE COULD HAVE WON IN 2000 OR 2004 ATHENS,BUT WAS CRASHED OUT.HE SAY HE WANTS TO WIN IT IN 2008 BEIJING FOR AT LEAST A MEDAL,BUT HIS DOWNFALL MAKES HIS SINGLES OLYMPICS LOOK IMPOSSIBLE..CPTURE THIS MOMENT NOW!!WORLD NO 1 RAFAEL NADAL!NO LONGER FEDERER..DAD,I WILL NO LONGER SAY 第一名，第一名 WHEN FEDERER IS PLAYING,HAHA COS NADAL FROM SPAIN IS THE 1ST FINALLY.AFTER YEARS AND YEARS OF WAITING AND FIGHTING,NADAL DESERVE IT..

NEXT TO SWIMMING,MR PHELPS TOOK ALL THE ATTENTION.8 OLYMPICS,7 WORLD RECORDS..THAT IS MAD..RMB READING ALL THE QUOTES FOR THIS FLYING FISH.ONE WAS IF PHELPS WAS A COUNTRY,HE IS RANKED FORTH IN THE GOLD MEDAL TALLY.HAHA

I WAS HONORED TO WATCH LIVE AT THAT TIME FOR WORLD RECORD 100M AT 9.69.USAIN BOLT!IARE U SANE?HE RAN WITH SLOW START BUT MANAGED TO GET TO THE LEAD AND 20 M BEFORE THE FINISHING LINE,HE LOOKED AROUND TO CHECK IF THERE ARE ANY RUNNERS NEAR HIM.WHEN HE KNOW HE CAN WIN THE RACE,HE JUST SIMPLY RUN WITH A CORKINESS RUN,CELEBRATING WHILE HE IS IN THE RACE.WELL,I WILL DESPISED HIM IF HE WIN BY ANY SECONDS,BUT HE DOES IT BREAKING WORLD RECORD.9.69S.IMAGINE HE RAN WITH FULL STRENGTH IN THE LAST 2OM,HE WILL HAVE A EVEN MORE CRAZY RECORD..HE GOT ALL THE RIGHTS FOT THE CORKINESS.

PREMIER LEAGUE!!MAN U GOT A DRAW,CANT WATCH AS I GOT NIGHT SHIFT..BUT WELL MANU CAN AFFORD TO LOSE POINTS..COS WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS..CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE!

2008-08-11T12:10:00.003+08:00

will be going nus later..dar accompany me there.guess wad! we will be wearing same color shirt and pants.haha.

today no mood to drive.wasted money.i cabbed back before 10.24am to see olympics 100m butterfly.tao li ended up fifth.i think she is close.good try.claim back $9.50 from her when she came back to spore.

will be taking leave this sat for dar convocation.cant imagine her wearing formal.dar,loves!

she cooked spaghetti for me ytd when i go her hs sleep.was so tired after 36 hr nvr sleep cos work.and the morning before was with dar the whole day.she woke me up,gave me an angel smile,call me go eat dinner.how sweet!

dar loves my spaghetti.she say its comparable to those outside.i find hers as nice too..spaghetti only with sauce is edible,i only with her is happy.

实验的失败

2008-08-11T10:51:00.007+08:00

实验的失败

徐克贤趴在桌上，睡得口水直流。昨晚为了支持曼联，搞到两点才能睡觉。老师姓秋，是个代课老师，看起来就是个好欺负的老师。秋老师一脸书呆样，看了都提不起劲, 一定是接触太多化学物品造成的....

“徐克贤!"

"是,老师!"

"拿出XXX 开始做实验, 否则休想回家!"

最后一堂课了, 一定要坚持下去! 徐克贤自言自语说道. 他不知道该做什么该怎么做, 又死爱面子, 就混水摸鱼的试一试. 他点了火, 把他的"作品"烧了烧, 突然"砰"的一声, 直喷进他眼里.

"啊!"

同学们和老师纷纷跑向他, 查看他有没有事. 秋老师脸色变了, 好像比克贤还害怕, 想生气但更过于担心. 克贤吓了一跳,拿水一直往眼里洗. 克贤眨了眨眼睛, 幸亏看得见,大家才放下心来.

“徐克贤!"

"放学后陪我去见校长!"

"完了,死定了!" 徐克贤自言自语说道.

介绍

2008-08-08T00:05:00.005+08:00

(我的左眼见到鬼）

上星期看了五分钟的这部戏，虽然只是个笑剧,却启发了我的灵感. 我只盗用了左眼见到鬼的概念。

我的故事是说一位十五岁学生一天发现自己突然左眼能看见一般人无法见到的"东西".他想办法逃避,始终就是摆脱不了这些有困境的"朋友".所以,他不知不觉帮这些孤魂野鬼解了他们的最后心愿.

现在是七月,更产生了我的好奇心.我想象出的天堂,地狱,人与鬼的分别,都会记载在里头.人死后去哪?有没有投抬这会事？为什么还有孤魂野鬼呢？

我相信鬼是存在的，我有朋友能看见，他确实我们周围真的是有的。我也看过几次，曾在小学时在家看过死去的公公。可能是幻觉，让幻觉启发我作品吧！

2008-08-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

dar was being tricked for stupid facial two weeks ago.they know girls like preety,tempted her and tq to go for their package..baddie..

and that tq!never help me take care of dar,both being cheated tgt..today went with charis frens to celebrate wenmin bday.starting feel a bit weird like i always do cos i dun even know their names though see them before..now i know haha.elizabeth,wenmin,wenna.if i spell correctly..

anw wad small world.they know my squad mate cedric..somemore cedric also same division with me..ops capture period also..

i will never try sishar maybe cos i really hate smell of smoking..well,but still its an exp to see more things..fun today!silly dar dun need to say look like angel today..she turns me wild like wad her frens say..

now,i am going to try writing stories soon..pls give me ur feedback in the tag be it nice ones or not.let me know wad ending the story u want etc..how can i improve..blah blah blah.next post is gonna be introduction of my story.its in chinese.will translate if i can cos dar cant read chinese well..

2008-08-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

dar went for camp today.i miss her so much.when i was having shift work i just miss her..

scared she fall down,scared she lonely,scared people bully her,scared she cant slp well,scared she cant eat well..i miss her so much.i told my colleagues and my parents how much i miss her..really,dar,i miss you!

dar say i must smile when i read her blog,so i cannot cry,must be strong..cant wait for sat to reach.the only reason i can be happy is when u are by my side..

BIRTHDAY EVE

2008-07-30T13:26:00.002+08:00

YTD WENT EAT VINES WITH ALL HER FRENS.ITS A FUN EXP.TQ,TANNY,JESSIE,VALERIE.

RMBED BRINGING DAR THERE TWO YEARS AGO..WELL ANW DUN WANT TO BE REMINDED.

GAVE HER ALOMST THE SAME SURPRISE YTD..BUT YTD ONE NOT SO PERFECT.ANW THKS TO TQ..

TWO YEARS ONE WAS BETTER.THE LIGHTS WERE OFF.AND SOME NICE BDAY SONG PLAYED.CANDLE WITH BROWNIE AND ICE CREAM FOR DAR..YTD WAS ONLY CAKE WITH ICE CREAM,NO SONG SO NO ATMOSPHERE.ITS OK ANW,WE MAKE THE SONG OUT.HAHA.

WENT SHOPPING..JESSIE BOUGHT HER SOME LOW CUT SHIRT!!!!HAHAHA.LOL SHE ROCKS IN BARGAINING.

AFTER THAT SAT ON TANNY CAR.WOW,THE FEELING OF SITTING INSIDE BMW IS DIFF.I HEARD BEFORE THAT THE SOUND IN THE CAR IS DIFF FROM NORMAL CAR..I EXPERIENCE IT.YOU NEED TO HAVE LOVE IN CARS TO HEAR THE CAR BREATHE.I KNOW DRIVING WITH BMW IS DEFINITELY MORE SHIOK THAN NORMAL CARS..ONLY WHEN SOMEONE TRIED DRIVING BOTH DIFF CARS,THEY WILL UND.I NEVER BEFORE BUT REALLY CAN FEEL THE DIFF.SHE IS GOOD IN DRIVING.

I WAS KINDA TIRED.AFTER NIGHT SHIFT YTD,ONLY SLEPT FOR AN HOUR THEN GO TEACH TUITION.MUST EARN MORE MONEY..HOPEFULLY MY STUDENT CAN PASS HIS MATHS AND CHINESE..HE IS NORMAL TECH STUDENT,SLOW IN LEARNING.BUT HE PAY ATTENTION TO ME AND IS A VERY GOOD STUDENT..HE PASEED HIS PYTHAGORAS THEOREM GETTING 16.5/20.I PRAISED HIM.HE IS SO HAPPY.DARREN GO!!

I WILL MISSS DAR IF SHE GO CAMP..CANT IMAGINE IF SHE GO OVERSEAS FOR A FEW MTHS BEFORE SHE GRADUATE..WELL,ONLY WHEN ONE PERSON IS NOT WITH U,THEN WILL U UND HOW IMPT IS THAT PERSON TO U.

DAR BIRTHDAY

2008-07-30T13:13:00.002+08:00

DAR DAR HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

MUACKS X19,HUG X19

SHE IS SUCH A LOVELY ANGEL TO ME..IN ALLKINDS OF WAY..LOVE YOU FOREVER...

SO HAPPY TO BE YOUR BF..

PLANNING TO TAKE HER TO PAULANER FOR DINNER.HER PRESENT IS THE SHOE SHE LOVE SO MUCH SO MUCH.SHE SAW IT AT GENTING BUT NEVER BUY COS THE HEELS ARS SO HIGH..SHE WANTED THE BLACK PINK VERSION.BUT SOLD OUT WITHIN A DAY.SECOND DAY GO SEE LEFT THE BROWN ORANGE VERSION WHICH IS ALSO AS NICE AND SPECIAL..SHE DUN WANT WASTE MONEY BUT SHE LOVE IT SO MUCH...AWW SO SAD TO SEE HER PART WITH IT

LIED TO HER I NEED THE TOILET.RAN THRU THE OTHER WAY TO GET IT FOR HER.DUN WANT LET HER DISCOVER,CALL THE PERSON NOT TO GIVE ME SHOE BOX.STUFF IT DEEP IN MY BAG.HEHE.BRING BACK TO SPORE IN THE LUGGAGE..THE SHOE IS A VOIR SHOE..CAN LOOK AT IT AT HER BLOG.SHE CONFIRM WILL TAKE PICS OF IT.BUT MAYBE I N FEW DAYS LATER AFTER SHE CAME BACK FROM CAMP..

SHE DEFINITELY GG TO MISS EVERYTHING.MISS ME,GOOD FOOD,GOOD BED ETC..HOPE SHE ENJOY HERSELF MAKE NEW FRENS AND BE HAPPY..

I WANT HER TO BE HAPPY..THATS MY ONLY WISHH..

DAR,I LOVE YOU

2008-07-24T14:29:00.002+08:00

FREAK!!!!!!!!!!

I DELETED MY OWN POSTS.DAY ONE AND TWO WRITE FOR AN HOUR FOR NTH..AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLOG SOME OTHER DAY THEN IRRITATING!!!!!!
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ITS LONG ANW,IMAGINE HOW I FEEL..TONIGHT NIGHT SHIFT OFF TO GET SOME COMFORT FROM DAR.BYE

2008-07-24T13:26:00.005+08:00

THIRD DAY:
I SLEEPY MOOD,DAR SACRIFICED AND GO TO BATHE FIRST..

EAT AT THE SAME PLACE..WOW SO NICE..OFF TO THEME PARK..DAR FIRST TIME THERE..PLAYED SO MUCH RIDES.THRILL RIDES ARE MORE MEMORABLE LIKE ROLLING THUNDER MINE TRAIN,FLYING DRAGON,PIRATE SHIP,SUNGEI FLUME RIDE.WE PADDLE ON BOAT TGT ALSO BUT ITS MORE TIRING THAN BICYCLE.THE FLUME RIDE IS THE BOAT GOING DOWNT HE STEEP SLOPE.ITS FAST AND SCARY,GOT OURSELF WET BUT ITS REALLY NICE AND EXCITING..

I SAT ON THE FUN CART, SO NICE TO DRIVE..TOOK PICS ON DINOSAUR ISLAND.DAR EAT CHESTNUT(GAU LAT).I HELP HER CRACKED.SHE SO PRETTY EATING KAU LAT WHILE Waiting for me to play fun kart..HER EYES ONLY ON FOOD HAHA!

WE SPOTTED SHOPS OUTSIDE THEME PARK,WENT TO CHECK IT OUT.SHE BOUGHT TWO PANTS AND A TEE FOR 117RM ARD 49 DOLLARS SING.THE MONEY IS MY DAD GIVE THE EXTRAS ONE..MY PARENTS STILL AS K ME LA;DUN SPEND ONLY ON YOURSELF AH BUY HER WHAT SHE WANTS.THEY ARE SO NICE TO HER,TREATING HER LIKE DAUGHTER..THATS Y SHE ENJOYED HERSELF SO MUCH..I BOUGHT THE FAKE MAN U JERSEY THERE.

AT NIGHT EAT KFC WITH MY PARENTS..AFTER THAT, MY TURN TO SHOP..FINALLY GOT MONEY,I WENT TO CHEETAH AND BOUGHT A THREE QUARTER PANTS,BUM CITY FOR TWO TOPS AND ONE PANT.NEXT IS DAR TURN.SHE GET NAIL POLISH AND SOCKSS.HAI TIME TO SLP..LAST NIGHT TGT,WE BOTH HOPE THE TIME EXTENDS..

MARRYBROWN SUPPER.HAHAA

DAR IS SO CUTE..EVERY ACTIONS..WE WERE SO HAPPY TGT,I CANT DESCRIBE.THE FEELING IS A MORE MATURE TYPE OF LOVE.MAYBE THATS WHY BENJAMIN AND HIS GF ARE SO CLOSE AND LOVING..THE OVERSEAS TRIP REALLY TEST OUR RELATIONSHIP.

SLEEPING WITH THIS LITTLE PRINCESS IS MY DREAM.I AM THE LUCKIEST MAN ON EARTH,I DUN NEED ANYTHING ELSE..

2008-07-24T13:18:00.003+08:00

DAY BEFORE WE GO GENTING:\

SECONDS LIKE MINS,MINS LIKE HOUR,HOUR LIKE DAYS..I CANT WAIT FOR MY SHIFT TO END AT 8 SO I CAN GO DAR HS TO PICK HER UP..I WILL BRING HER TO MY HOUSE WITH THE LUGGAGES BECAUSE WE NEED TO LEAVE EARLY THE NEXT DAY AND WILL BE CABBING FROM MY HS..THE LONG ADVENTURE IS SO EXCITING..

THOUGH EVERYTHING IS CONFIRM,I STILL FEEL SCARED.I AM AFRAID OF LAST MIN CHANGES.WILL ASK MYSELF WHAT IF CUSTOM DUN LET ME GO THROUGH?

DAR DUN FEEL LIKE LEAVING THE HS.SHE SAT ON HER BED HOPING TO DRAG THE TIME TO GO MY HS..SHE WILL MISS HOME.WELL I KNOW THE FEELING..HAHA HOW TO MARRY ME NEXT TIME IF U LIKE THAT?

REACHED MY HS ARD 11.AFTER SETTLING DOWN WE WENT TO SLP..SHARED A PILLOW AND WE SLEEP AT THE SAME BED..SHE SLEPT ON MY BED,I SACRIFICED MY BOLSTER FOR HER..HUG HER TO SLP ONLY TO FIND IT QUITE IMPOSSIBLE.BECAUSE WILL BE SO CONCENTRATED IN HUGGING HER TILL I CANT SLP.ITS TRUE.HUGGING EACH OTHER TO SLP IS QUITE IRRELISTIC UNLESS U ARE SUPER TIRED.

SHE NVR SLEPT A LOT COS SHE KINDA EXCITED.BUT TURNED OFF!!I SNORED MAKING HER CANT SLP.POOR DAR GOT TO ENDURE MY SNORE AND MY BROTHER ONE.

HAHA,CURENESS FOR SNORE?

2008-07-24T13:09:00.002+08:00

BACK AFTER A 4 DAY 3 NIGHT GENTING TRIP WITH MY PARENTS AND MY DARLING.

I HAD SO MUCH FUN SO MUCH FUN..IT WAS THE MOST MEMORABLE TRIP I EVER HAD..FIRST TIME WENT OVERSEAS WITH DAR..TOOK TWO DAYS LEAVE SUNDAY AND WEDNESDAY..MONDAY TUESDAY ARE MY OFF DAYS..

THERE ARE REALLY MANY SHOPS AT FIRST WORLD..CARLO RINO,VOIR,ADIDAS,BUM CITY,DIESEL,SODA,SEED,MANGO,ESPIRIT FOS ETC..

I SHOPPED LIKE CRAZY,5 TOPS 4 BOTTTOMS..

BROUGHT 700RM,DAR BROUGHT 350 RM..TO REALISE WE CAN FINISH SPENDING IT ON THE SECOND DAY..THE THINGS THERE ARE MUCH CHEAPER EXCEPT FOOD.

HAHA 5 TOPS CONSIST OF TWO TEES,TWO COLLAR AND A JERSEY.THE JERSEY OF COURSE IS MY FAVOURITE TEAM,MANCHESTER UNITED..ONLY 16RM!!!!!!!!MEANING 7 DOLLAR SING.OF COURSE NOT REAL ONE HAHA.

4BOTTOMS CONSIST OF 3 THREE QUARTER PANTS AND A BLACK JEANS.

2008-07-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

i passed my final theory test!!!!can u believe how excited and nervous i am before the test?i tried to do a few qn during night shift but so tired till get a few careless mistakes..morale so low..

i studied for it.my expectation higher.even more nervous..but frankly its much easier than basic.

booked practical test alr.10 oct 1145am.confid3nce?0 haha..

anywya i so excited abt the genting trip in less than 36 hrs time..wow cool.definitely the most memorable trip overseas..till now my most memorable is with jackie.

he is my cousin,we went penang for tennis tournament.totally freedomw ith parents not ard,we take care of each other,talk abt girls haha everything..next is with jacinta my other girl cousin who is like 6 yrs older than me..we played lots of exciting rides she took care of me..but nth beats this!!!!with my future wife..

well,i may not show.but in my heart i am so excited..i have been planning hard for this trip behind the scene..

love is abt doing all these small things behind the back hoping tt i dun go give the other party more stress,settling all the prob behind the scene for her..k i am crapping..but definitely hope everything goes smoothly..

i am very happy..thks for taking care of me,my religion..everything goes well for me..i shd be contented..no cars!!!haha...lol...

dar hope u enjoy urself

2008-07-14T12:11:00.002+08:00

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

my quote of the day!

你是我生命的全部
永远在我的世界停驻
不管有多少的劳碌
我都会将幸福追逐

i feel myself so myself when i am with u.i love myself evenmore..

i want to work hard for our happiness

2008-07-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

我终于会写华语了！

2008-07-13T02:58:00.002+08:00

THERE IS THIS GIRL WHO IS CRAZY OVER ME NOW.

SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO ME..WHEN I DO UNGLAM STUFF SHE THINKS I AM CUTE?

THAT STUPID GIRL WAS SCOLDED BY ME..COS SHE IS BRAINLESS AND ONLY THINKS OF ME AND KENNETH AND KUN HUANG.WHEN I WAS ABT TO FALL DOWN IN BUS,JUST AS SHE DOES,SHE NEVER THINKS FOR HER OWN SAFETY.SHE STILL WANT SAVE ME BY PULLING ME OVER..IMMEDIATELY SHE SAY SIAO XIN!HER HANDS TRYING TO REACH TO SAVE ME.

SHE MUST BE THE DUMBEST GIRL.OWNSELF ABT TO FALL STILL SAVE ME..SHE WAS SCOLDED BADLY FOR HER KIND ACT..

PLSS!!!CAN YOU THINK FOR YOURSELF?I CAN REALLY IMAGINE IF A CAR BANGING ME.SHE WILL PUSH ME AWAY AND GET HERSELF INJURED..
YOU WANT ME GUILTY FOR REST OF MY LIFE AH?

FROM THIS SMALL INCIDENT,IT ACTUALLY TOUCHED ME..I FEEL THAT I AM SOMEONE ONLY FIRST PRIORITY..THATS HOW SWEET BEING LOVED..FOR HER NOT SO..ONLY SCOLDED FOR HER KIND ACT..

DAR,THANKS..

ANYWAY SO SORRY FOR THOSE INVITED TO CHALET AS I CANCELLED IT.CHANGE PLAN TO GO OVERSEAS WITH HER.IF NOT SHE GOT STRESSED SCH LIFE SOON.SEE HER SCH MOOD RECENTLY QUITE BAD,PLUS I MAY NOT GET LEAVE ON THE CHALET DAY,SO DECIDED TO CANCEL IT..

WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE,LIVE IT WITH HAPPINESS AND PAMPER YOURSELF..

2008-07-09T00:06:00.002+08:00

THIS IS TO DAR:

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME EVERY EVERY TIME.YOU REALLY TAKE CARE OF ME EVERYTIME.WHEN I INUJURED,YOU TREAT ME LIKE KING.I REALLY VERY BLISSED.

YOU ARE GOING TO A NEW SCH,NEW ENVT AND MEET NEW FRENS.THINGS MAY CHANGE.YOU MAY SEE THINGS IN A MORE COMPLICATED WAY OR ACTUALLY PRACTICAL..

YOU ARE THE BEST GIRL I EVER MET.EVER IN THE WORLD..EVEN IF WE NEVER END UP TGT,I REALLY NEVER REGRET ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE FOR YOU..I AM HAPPY THAT FATES BRING U AND ME TGT..I NVR FEEL LOVE IS SO NICE SO XING FU...

IN FUTURE, I MAY BE INSECURE BUT I WILL LEARN TO LET GO..COS WHAT IS MINE WILL BE MINE..LETS SAY ONE DAY WE WONT BE TGT NO MATTER WAD REASON,I JUST NEED TOU TO RMB ME AND THE MEMORIES..

NEW TERM IS STARTING LE..STUDY HARD MAN...HAHA WE MUST COMBINE FORCE TO EARN MONEY FOR OUR MARRIAGE..UR TRUTHFULNESS TO ME IS THE REASON WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

I AM THE HAPPIEST MAN ON EARTH..

I LOVE YOU!

2008-07-02T00:09:00.005+08:00

i nvr felt so good doing good deeds..really it makes you want to do it again.

ytd after the sentosa trip,i suddenly thot i shd make good use of the card for the monorail..so i approached a middle age man wanting to go in to sentosa.i gave it to him.he wanted to buy from me but i say its ok..well,may be smth small,but to me,it makes my day:)

today i partnered a regular as usual.this guy i partner once before.i nvr had difficulty making frens and conversations with all the previous regulars but this one i seriously had..

he is someone who cant work with anyone and to my perspective,he is a selfish person.i dun want comment too much just some personal complaints..

anw some irritating logistic came to our point and wanted to make a spot check of the equipments..he comes like very bossy as if he is some big shot guy.he came twice to check.my partner is a regular,but he just stand one side everything also dun know..thats 1-0 to him.

asked me as if like i am responsible like that and pushed everything to me.thats 2-0 to him.

i dun even know anything..but i still help him find and entertain the logistic complaints..my partner didnt even help..thats 3-0 to him.he might as well give me his regular pay.

next,he say to me as if i very hungry for food.every half an hour,he will commented:you feel hungry alr right?just because other ppl ask me what food i need and i ask if there is mac.he commented that you eat so much tts why you so fat.i nodded my head. thats 4-0 to him.

he say you eat so much tts y cant pass ippt..

you sure you in fit squad?i replied yes.

he say you now wont be la.i smiled back.

thats 5-0 to him.

anyway most part of the day,i ignored him and read my chronicles of narnia..he doesnt like to ans me sometimes, so i choose to keep quiet.BUT guess his mouth too itchy and need to make this type of senseless comments..

i will protect all my partners,even sacrificed the food or drinks i like for them..if there is a need, i will take the blame and protect them cos it is their rice bowl.but for him,if he caught for smth,i wont help at all.

not the fact that he dun know and push everything to me,but he dun even attempt to help,talk to me like looking down on me and say insensitive remarks..he will only say why u nvr do this do tt..pls!i took breakfast for him and even smuggle bottled drinks for him..him?yes he did.he say dun do things tt land me into trouble hor..wow thats 6-0 to him.

as you know,from my blog,i clearly hates insensitive ppl.direct ppl are not insensitive,they say because they need to.insensitive ppl say when they dun know what they talking and how other ppl feel.

sorry if i offended anyone, i really cant accept this kind of ppl ard me..

cant forgetting my dar,who always be on my side and feel for me..thks:) she is the cutest sweetest pie..lol suddenly reminded of unglam stuff she do.hahahahhah.

2008-06-30T17:47:00.002+08:00

went sentosa with dar today..a very special trip.this is the 1st time i really walked the whole sentosa.felt like a tourist.

we sat the skyrider.see dar so excited for it,i feel so happy.i tell myself no matter how ex,i will try treat her to it.lucky its still reasonable.6 per person.

i done so much stupid posts for the photo.got so much lame ideas.go check out her blog tml.

i got an obsession.i love dar tying up her hair.reminded of the sch days.ytd i suddenly got the urge to tell her i love her so much.called the pig at 12 plus.woke her up in the end.lolss,reallly reallyy want to tell her how i feel.regardless of being scolded by her for being so random..

today car driving is another scary exp.second time touch accerlerator pedal.i dun know mah so whole ball of foot on pedal,the car keep shaking.so scary know.imagine his voice to tell me let go!i admire his patience...to the max!after tt then i realise is use toe to tap only.(he nvr teach so i dun know hor)

next,when on slope.the red light turns green.by the time i get my biting point,the car rolled down.immediately press brake.stored engine for like six seven times at the traffic light.imagine how nervous i was at the middle of road.solution to that is hold biting point,let brake off.accelerate.whoo,dun dare think abt it again.

anyone else dare to sit my car in future?

realise there is so much difference between car games and real life.of course it helps.the sterring wheel part.but!!!not the acceleration part.if you follow the arcade,you will have whole car shaking like what i wrote three para before..

k gtg bb.watching superband tonight..oh spain won anyway.haha won some money..

2008-06-30T02:39:00.002+08:00

i am going to pray soon.i saw "it" again.this time even more sure..in a certain way,the temporary police posts there is like funeral.those plastic white shades,wooden table,white chairs and fans.beside still hung two police raincoats.imaine those long sleeve raincoat.does it remin you of vampire?no doubt it will attract those stuff.

i heard police crest is indeed protected.it got the power to chase it away.army one also have i rmb in ncc.

i talked to one of my police fren tt day,he can see those stuff.he say there are a lot everywhere.in the seventh mth,it is indeed true that all the ghost are released and whole street is full of it.now,believe that they actually need incenses and paper money.

i thought through le.i decide not to be insecure anymore.not that i wont care abt my dar anymore,but no pt always scared she leave me.love is like sand,the tighter you hold,the more it will slip off.

time for soccer! bye.vamos spain

2008-06-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

the song that i put in the blog is one of my favourite song cos i watch the show and it is nice to hear.

"yao yuan de xing guang jiu suan gei wo yi qian ge yuan wang,wo zi xiang huan ni yi zi pei zai wo sheng pang"

the stars far away,even if give me a thousand wishes,i only want to exchange for you always staying by my side.

i may scold u,i may get angry with u but in my heart trust me,i really fall in love with you.trust me,i will fulfill my 18 promises.i will make you the most blissed girl in the world.

a msg for dar:pls tie ur hair at home,you make me want to look at you so much..

she is a filial granddaughter.she wipes and change diapers for her granny.mind you!it is with shit.

sometimes i shd put down all my wants.look at what i have.i am already rich.

2008-06-26T20:03:00.003+08:00

dar is so nice so nice.she cooked spaghetti fo rme and heat chicken.i love her food so much..

my target is to slim down and become more muscular.

dar spaghetti: tasty:9/10
food appearance 6/10
why nine? because it is really really nice.not ten because i want her to improve hahaha and not let her feel proud.i am the sort of person who dun praise ppl de.tts bad.

why six?
people who see may feel average only.but trust me!!!its taste is kee siao.very good.i admit lose.best spaghetti on earth.any applicants?but apply thru me.

her fried rice is another recommended try.score is the same and explanation same.it is the second best fried rice i tasted.first being my mum.but hers is the healthier version.

time for appetisers.cookies anyone?looks nice and taste nice.

finish the food rating.time for person rating.(in order to get all these food,i decide to add this para.)she is the best of the best.she cooks well,do funny actions,clique well.she is the shy type that if any person bring back home,the parents will like one.she gives me eonugh attention and sings nice songs.sleep so cute somemore.

what i said above though is making her happy so can cook more nice food,but is really true la.that explains my insecurity at times cos she is so nice and pretty.i love her.

i am really crazy abt cars..all the models i will want to know the price.but my police partner tt day bring me to realistic thinking.he say tt u wont suddenly have so much money after uni.i will have to get a car and start family later.or get family and car slower.

family includes ring wedding tables furniture house and honeymoon etc.BUTTTT i always love cars.its my second wife..oops..so seems that is is fated to be my second wife.i will give it up for my first wife first.

today went for haircut.long hair liao.the lady say wa u really grown more mature after u go army.not like the boy boy i know.i nvr share any plans of me to her.so wad she means is generally looks ba and the way i portray myself.ORRRRR i am her customer,she just say nice words for me to hear.haha

went to swim and tan.must let dar be proud tt her bf is hot.she is hot in her bikinis anyway.i nvr look elsewhere except her.hope other guys dun do the same as me haha.

wimbledon begins.NADAL and RODDICK is my pick.djokovic is out.valerie and me both agrees that he is a bit arrogant after he beats federer.we are nadal fan,sometimes are biased.maybe u all can watch yourself.as for euro 2008,spain is my preferred team.intuiton champ is russia.

2008-06-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

Dui Wang - Lin Zhi Ying

2008-06-24T14:32:00.002+08:00

I AM AT DAR HOUSE NOW.THE CUTIE IS ASLLEP.SHHH DUN WAKE THE SLEEPING BEAUTY UP..SLEEP UNTIL SO CUTE.TOOK A PIC OF HER WHEN SHE SLEPPING.DUN TELL HER.SMILE UNTIL SO SWEET SOMEMORE.I GOT TO GO TUITION SOON LE.

I WANT TO TEACH MORE TUITION SO I CAN EARN MORE MONEY.MY MONTHLY EXPENDITURE ARD 250.LEARN CAR 200,TRANSPORT ARD 100.THAT IS 550!MY MONTHLY PAY IN NS ARD 650.AHHH!!

ANYWAY I WILL GO NUS NEXT YEAR IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL.I NEED APPROVAL FROM POLICE TO LET ME OFF EARLY FOR TWO TO THREE MONTHS AND RETURN THEM DURING MY SCH HOLIDAYS.AT LEAST I COME OUT ONE YEAR EARLIER CAN EARN AT LEAST 40 K MORE.

I REALISE I HAVE CHANGED..I KINDA HATE MYSELF RECENTLY.MY MIND IS ONLY ABT WORKING HARD AND EARN MONEY.I FEEL I AM NO LONGER THE CHEERFUL INMATURE KENNETH.

I WANT TO EARN MONEY.
1) UNIVERSITY FEES
2)MARRIAGE (INCLUDING GOWN,WEDDING TABLES,CAR)
3)HONEYMOON (EUROPE)
4)CAR
5)HOUSE
6)FURNITURE
7)PROPOSAL RING AND IDEA

SO MUCH SO MUCH MONEY.I NEED TO WORK HARD.TO SUPPORT THE SLEEPING PIG BEHIND ME..I WILL ACCEPT ANOTHER TUITION STUDENT IF I CAN.EVERYTHING FOR HER.SHE IS MY LIFE WHY I LIVE FOR..I WANT GO JOG AND PLAY TENNIS SOON.ANY KHAKIS(BUDDY)?I WANT TO FIND BACK MYSELF.NOT BE A PERSON WHO LIVE FOR THE MONEY.

ACT EVERYTHING OF MY LIFE IS VERY GOOD LE.WITH FAMILY,SWEET GF,RELATIVES.EVERYONE LOVE ME SO MUCH.REMEMBER LAST YEAR I WENT TEMPLE AND PRAY CAN GO UNI SO I WONT DISSAPOINT MY MUM.WISH FULFILLED!

BUT HUMANS ARE REALLY SO GREEDY.NOW I GOT SO MUCH NEEDS AND WISHES.WHY CANT I BE SIMPLE LIKE BEFORE?DOES HAPPY SIMPLE FAMILY COST SO MUCH?REALITY ARE CRUEL.I WISH CAN APPROVED EARLY ENTRY TO NUS,I WISH CAN HAVE CAR,SO MUCH SO MUCH..

K I GOT TO RUSH OFF LE.GOT TUITION NOW.TONIGHT GOT DUTY.I HOPE I NVR GROW UP.ANW,DAR!!LOVE YA SO MUCH..U BETTER DUN RUN TO BUS STOP LATER OR I CHOP OFF YOUR LEGSS!!TAKE CARE

2008-06-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

what dar ate today

-photos by charis-

2008-06-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY SO MUCH TO SHARE..

WHO CAN I TALK TO?

2008-06-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

LOVE IS A FUNNY LITTLE THING!

IT MAKES US HAPPY SAD ANGRY HATE AND SWEET ETC..EVERY FEELING IS SO GENUINE.IN THIS BIG WORLD U GET THE CHANCE TO KNOW SOMEONE.BECAUSE OF FATE,U ARE TIED TO THE PERSON.THERE IS A REASON TO WHY U ALL ARE ATTACHED TO ONE ANOTHER.IN EVERY RELATIONSHIP,BE IT SWEET OR BITTER,THERE IS SMTH TO LEARN.

MY CHINESE TEACHER ONCE SAY LOVE AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE AND DONT BE SAD WHEN THERE IS NO ENDING.AT LEAST IT WILL MAKES UR NEXT RELATIONSHIP BETTER!

DOES TT MEANS I SHD GET MORE EXPERIENCE?HAHAHA PLS NO NEED..MY DAR WILL KILL ME.I WANT GO THRU EVERYTHING WITH HER SO OUR LOVE CAN ENDURE ALL THE HARDSHIP.

SOMETIMES WE SAY HOW MUCH WE LOVE THIS PERSON.BUT DO WE REALLY TREASURE THEM?DO WE APPRECIATE EVERYTHING HE OR SHE DO FOR US,JUST HOPING TO MAKE UR LIFE EVEN BETTER SUBCONSCIOUSLY?

WE OFTEN TOOK IT FOR GRANTED.WE CAN SAY WE LOVE OUR PARENTS.BUT DO WE IGNORE THEIR ADVICE AND DEMAND A LOT FROM THEM?

HUMAN BEINGS HAVE FELLINGS.TREASURE ONE ANOTHER!DUN WAIT TILL LAST SEC THEN REGRET.NO POINT SAYING I LOVE YOU BY MOUTH.SHOW IT!APPRECIATE EVERYONE.I LOVE THE WORLD!LOLSS

DAR,IF U READ THIS POST,I JUST WANT LET U KNOW I AM SORRY IF I DID NOT APPRECIATE U AT TIMES AND TOOK U FOR GRANTED.FATE REALLY BROUGHT US TGT.IF END UP,WE WERE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER,I WANT U TO KNOW I AM TRULY IN LOVE WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP AND WILL NVR REGRET.I LEARNT SO MUCH SO MUCH.I BET U DO HAVE SAME FEELINGS TOO.

HAPPY HAPPY 16TH MTH!

2008-06-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

oops rushing off le.happy 16th mth dar!!love uyou forever..

i will be giving her a surprise.specially went sengkang after work just to get the mouse pad for her.she feel ex so nvr buy tt day.i reached there at 1015 but shop nvr open.decide to wait since i am there.15 min 30 min.finaly lights on anyway waited till 11 before shop opened.

hope she will like this little effort or surprise for her.

HAHAHA HAPPY HAPPY 16TH MONTH!

2008-06-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

car

dream car: audi,lexus
budget car:vios,chery,chevrolet
if a bit richer car:toyota camry
possible cars:honda civic,toyota altis, toyota vios
most possible choice of my 1st car:toyota vios

reason: cheaper,less oil consumption due to ivt installation,look young and classy,avg engine,user friendly

i need all readers help.based on what u know of me or view me,help me choose a colour..i want silver,dar wants red.any colour suggestion is fine!!

vios is ard 60k for a new car.chery is only 37k.civic ard 80 plus k.altis ard 75k but is better compared to vios.it is heavier than vios also.more ex is cos it is a newer version.camry is when i richer and can afford then buy.toyota camry is so called jaguar for toyota.it is like ur status la.

BACK TO REALITY: HAVENT PASS DRIVING LICENSE YET!

2008-06-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

euro 2008

i am rooting for holland and spain.i dun like spain players.not a liverpool fan or arsenal fan.so cesc fabregas and torres is no way why i support spain.i like the way they play their game.they paly slow and possession.the build up is perfect.

as for holland,i love their players.too bad davids retire le.well thats my generation idol.lol as if i very old le.van nistelrooy is my fav striker.i love his finishing and positioning.resembles me when i in sec sch.got the finishing touch.hahaa tts history.i over flattered myself.

2008-06-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

i went for duty today..and i think i saw hantu.

at near evening time,the dog started to howl.the dog got bark at strangers ard the vicinity.but they dun howl unless they see things.i and my partner heard the reply.it is a howl back at the dog.it is a human voice.there arent any human in the woods and we are sure we heard the same thing.i asked him who making the noise ah?he call me dun look at the dog direction cos the dog will face the hantu.

it is not only once.we really really hear it.he was telling me some anecdotes and this white figure suddenly flash and float past my side eyes.maybe i am dreaming imagining!i hope.

as for the anecdote there are two.backgrd story is this place is "heavy" with these kinda stuffs.my partner once felt the thing behind him as his hair stood up during night shift.he sense smth is behind him.the dogs make the same howl and even come to see him.

next,one of his frens take a night vision binoculars and eyes itchy go see the woods.he saw four of the same kind.not daidi ah.

act these stuffs are everywhere.i am sure most of us have this query:where do we go after we die?why are we ourself?chim ah..meaning why we sometimes feel everything ard us is created just for us.i am the main character of this life.

what am i my previously life?or is there act reicarnation?if not i wont have previous life.is heaven and hell a guideline to stop ppl doing bad deeds?

alot of my interesting stuffs i cant share in blog or reveal anything as i am in police force and subjected to official secrets.so i am sorry my blog is only limited to these stuffs.

where to go!

2008-06-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

i am so happy.dar said to me ytd she will play tennis with me next week.i gonna buy or sponsor her a sport shoe.

feel like writing love stories.haha but will be too shy to post.anw in chinese de.if write english no one will understand and feel romance at all.

my darling is sleeping now.must be very cute when slping.

my bro going out with his ex tml.hopefully,act i dun know.i dun know i want them tgt not.the girl like playing with my bro feelings only.but i want him to find a gf soon.if not he still remain as childish and always act cute.if he is a girl..haha..poor me!

oops he saw my blog le.got molested.

now u can know how bored i am.going to start running soon.policeman arent fat!sometimes they say we cant run is incorrect.the weapons ard us are heavy and u cant expect them to run as fast.somemore they cant use weapon unnecessary.

i have a totally different perspective of singapore police force after i join ns.i feel like we are serving to the needs and demands of the public.sometimes the public do ask a lot from us,but we are still humans.trust me,everyone do their job.

i got a new tuition student soon.will be earning 320 bucks more each mth.i am broke,need money for dar chalet,my license,food,transport,pamper dar,sch fees,honeymoon,house car,blahblahblah

after ytd post,i reflected.my goal is to make dar happier and happier.i will.

for my bro if u are watching:there are good girls everywhere that may be more suitable for you..any girls pls?

PARENTS MEETING SESSION

2008-06-10T18:10:00.002+08:00

TODAY I HAVE PARENTS MEETING SESSION.

REMEMBER WHEN I WAS YOUNG,WHEN TEACHER SAY GOT PARENTS MEETING SESSION,I WILL PANIC.WHAT IF ALL MY BAD DEEDS ARE BLURTED OUT?OF COURSE THIS WONT HAPPEN LATER LA HAHA,MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO HAVE A TEA SESSION WITH HER PARENTS.

HER DAD IS SO GENEROUS TO GIVE ME HIS COM.I DUN HAVE COM OR LAPTOP LIKE NOW I ACT USING MY BRO LAPTOP.SINCE YOUNG,I NEVER HAVE ONE.NOW U CAN EXPECT HOW BAD IS MY COM SKILL.NVM I BORN IN EIGHTIES SO GOT GENERATION GAP.

MY BROTHER SAY EH THE COM IS A BRIDAL EXCHANGE.HE SAY IF U ACCEPT HIS KIND GESTURE,YOU WILL HAVE TO MARRY HIS DAUGHTER!HAHA LOL I WILL STILL SNATCH DAR AWAY AND MARRY HER WITHOUT ANY CONDITION.

ACT IF THIS PERSON IS THE RIGHT ONE FOR U ,U WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE.I CAN IMAGINE LETS SAY MY GF IS SOMEONE I DUN REALLY HAVE PLANS WITH,I WILL NOT TALK ABT TT TOPIC.

DAR IS VERY FILLIAL.SHE IMPRESSED ME THESE FEW DAYS.HER GRANNY MOVED IN.SHE ASK HER IF SHE WANT EAT THE FOOD LA,COOKED WADEVER SHE WANTS TO EAT AND SHARE THE HOUS LOAD IN THE HOUSE.SHE IS GROWING UP.SO IT IS ACT A GOOD THING THAT THE GRANNY MOVED IN.BUTTT!!!SOMEONE IS SNATCHING AND SHARING MY LOVE HAHAHA!

YTD WENT HER HOUSE.HER COM STILL GOT SHE AND HER EX PHOTOS.BLEAHH MAKES ME JEALOUS!SHE SAY ITS ALL THE PAST AND MAYBE IF I AM HER 1ST SHE WONT TREAT ME NICE AND WE WONT LAST.BUT STILL I WILL ASK MYSELF.WHY ARENT I HER FIRST BF?GUYS MAH,WILL POSSESSIVE DE.

SO I GOT A SOLUTION..TONIGHT I SEE HER I GONNA TELL HER I WANT TO LEAVE HER AND THEN PATCHED UP AGAIN.SO SHE WOULD BE MY SECOND LOVE TOO!!HAHA JOKING LA I WONT EVEN BEAR TO LEAVE HER FOR A SECOND.SORRY IF I OFFEND ANYONE,I WILL WRITE RUBBISH FOR MY BLOG DE.

ON THE WAY BACK YTD,I ASK MYSELF.SHE TRULY LOVES ME AND EXPECT HERSELF TO BE HAPPY WITH ME.TRUE,SOME PEOPLE MAY SAY I TREAT HER VERY NICE LE.BUT I NEVER FELT I MAKE HER HAPPY ENOUGH.SHE IS SUCH A SWEETIE.

BUT WHAT DID I DO?I BULLY HER,LET HER GIVE IN TO ME,ASK HER PLAY MJ WITH ME AND WANT HER TO COMFORT ALL MY LITTLE INSECURITY.YOU THINK YOU MAKE HER HAPPY ENOUGH?

PLEASE DO SOME SELF REFLECTIONS,KENNETH!

PARENTS MEETING SESSION

2008-06-10T18:06:00.000+08:00

VAMOS NADAL!

2008-06-09T00:34:00.003+08:00

NADAL IS THE ROLAND GARROS CHAMPION!

He denied Federer once again.score 6-1 6-3 6-0.lol so happy for his smooth victory.i was like laughing the hell out of my dad who is a Federer fan.poor thing to have a son like me!

Nadal is not any usual tennis player.i supported him when he was low ranked like 62.i alr saw his potential five years ago and make a bet that he is going to win a major tournament which is his 1st roland garros title on 2005.i win it!

Not because of the money.it is only 5 bucks.I love the tennis he play.HE NEVER GAVE UP!!He run for each and every ball.That is my spirit of tennis too.I always fight till the last ball and run for every ball.Mind you!i really can run.But of course my tennis standard are far from his so dun ask me why i not like him so good.Anw he is my motivation.

Tennis builds up my confidence in life.It makes me not to give up and the game also teach me how to plan.Before a point,you plan.if it turns out differently,use plan B.i really addicted to this sport.

Roger Federer has dominated the tennis circuit for so long.Nadal is the only challenger ready to take him down.interesting fact: there are 4 major tournament a year.roland garros is one of them.federer won all except this major.Nadal is four year consecutive champion for this tournament.that explains why federer wants this tournament more than anything else so as to complete his quest for all greats ever.He is already one winning 12 majors of total.Somehow,i just dun like him.

Valerie said to me tt he just like to give pleasant speeches to gain fans.he set up organisations etc.i agree.He sounds fake to me.That is my view la.

Today went to Sembawang home team resort to take a look.the room is big and got bath tub.its a quiet place and good place to celebrate my dar bday.hope i can give her a memorable birthday.got jacuzzi,steam room,sauna,jackpot room also.Will be inviting all her friends.so any ideas what games i can organise so everyone can play???

To my idol

2008-06-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

Nadal is playing tml for the roland garros final. vamos nadal,i will root for you.

My friend name is called nesh.he loves del piero a soccer player.so he call himself neshpiero. i thot to myself.shd i call myself kenadal?sounds awful,looks like dog name from my perspective.kenris not bad also ah.kenneth charis.

As a man u fan,we will be concern if ronaldo is leaving.Well,chew out guys!forget all abt tt!now lets celebrate cos we are the premier league and champion league champions!!

Tml we will be going to allson hotel to celebrate father day.dar is following,hope she got good appetite tml.if i nvr rmb wrongly,we never went hotel eat tgt before.good exp,she will look pretty tml.ok la nth to write abt le.dar still lying down.she is such a cutie.cant find any reason to leave her in my life.TO ALL GUYS:I BOOKED HER LE!!NO CHANCE!

My dream car/ my dream life

2008-06-07T13:31:00.002+08:00

I always wanted a car.Audi is my dream car.But doubt i can ever afford it.Even if i am rich i wont splash my savings on it also la.Lexus is not bad too(not the biscuit brand Lexus ah).But guess next time i will just buy a normal car`like toyota Vios.Car petrol cheaper.What i looking out for is a design that looks pleasant and have good engine.Thats all.I am a very practical person,in another way speaking,THRIFTY!!Or worse!STINGY!

My mum and dad always say i will not get a gf if i so thrifty.haha but frankly speaking i treat my dar very nice and never say no to her request as long as it is within my reach.

As for my dream life or i shd say my planned future,i hope to get driving license these two years in ns and also learn as much as possible.Also,i want earn more money by giving more tuition.Next,i will proceed to study chinese in nus then go NIE to be a trained chinese teacher.May get engaged when i finish nus or before that so i can get a hs with my dar.After tt,when i start working,then we get married officially.i want bring her to Europe for honeymoon.Lastly,to be the best husband and give her a good happy life!

Dar is lying down hugging my bolster now.poor thing,her thing come le!how much i hope i can take over her position for the rest of this week.hugs!it must have been terrible for her.dar,i love you.

My dream car

2008-06-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

2008-06-05T19:07:00.003+08:00

Photos taken in the past month...

photos published by charis

My plans

2008-06-05T01:38:00.001+08:00

Didnt know why i want to write blog.for fun?bored?

Anyway,start of introducing myself. I am Kenneth. no no no introduce my gf.more things to say abt her.she is charis. a sweet fun loving girl,simple but sometimes naggy.hope she doesnt read this part.unglam and violent too.haha but i love her loads la.naggy becomes caring for me,violent becomes she behaves naturally towards me.

Im serving ns in police force.doing ops room.one of the most prestigous job allocated.its when u call 999 and i will activate the police force down.its stressful and busy.but i start to like this job and get the hang of it.till ytd.when i learnt i need to go for mas selamat shit again.it can be boring and taxing.it is for one month.ops room is mostly for ppl who is gd in england and high ranking personnel.hope i still get this post when i return a mth later.if not my main role will be in lock up taking care of accused.tell u its super boring.

My goals and things i want to do recently:
1) make dar even happier each day of course
2)running and playing sports esp tennis.anyone pls ask me out for tennis.
3)learn car and pass att.i want drive car and fetch dar.
4)write stories.not in blog though.ppl will laugh.its for self amusement.
5)catch mas selamat?lol i will>u better dun play police and thief with me!

i went out with ikea with dar today.we love same type of sofa.hope we get married soon and have a sweet home.pls give me a kid!lols good night everyone.

2008-06-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

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